So I think it's safe to say that I am THE WORST blogger. I think it's a combination of having nothing of interest to say and actually believing that I have nothing of interest to say. Perhaps when I get back home and my life is normal I'll blog more. But for now it would just be whine whine whine. Anyhoo, here's a vid from my wonderful boyfriend and one that soon became an office hit around here. Enjoy
Do you ever just wake up, take a big breath of fresh air and feel totally grateful to be alive? Ok, so I don't. But I also don't wake up wishing I hadn't anymore and that is certainly something to be grateful for. You see, I went through a very long, very dark phase in my life where every day was not a blessing, I couldn't enjoy a pretty day and I begged the earth to swallow me whole. I had things on the horizon and did a pretty damn good job of faking every normal human emotion so no one knew what was going on. The only one I didn't have fooled was myself and unfortunately at that time, mine was the only voice I heard and the only opinion that mattered. Without going into detail I'll just say that there was a point when I hit rock bottom. And as I sat there and finally felt solid ground under me I realized that I was no longer falling. What was more important was I realized the true benefit of rock bottom, the ability to put your feet on the ground. When I ...
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